She was so beautiful and I will love her for ever.

Thursday, 21 July 2011

The start of a journey called grief.

April 28th 2011 started like any normal day for myself and Alison, little did we know that by 6pm that evening Alison would no longer be alive and my life would be changed for ever.
We were soul mates  and had a love far deeper than could easily expressed in words. She was my rock and I hers, neither of us could contemplate life without the other.
So I start this journey called grief, what is grief ? if I'm honest I wish I didn't know ! but I sure do know now and wouldn't wish it on anyone.
I hope this blog will help anyone who has lost a partner understand what grief really is and also help friends try to understand what I am going through.
Losing Alison without having the chance to say goodbye and now living with out her, is the hardest thing I have ever faced in my life.